Disgusted

Deaths at NS Camps - I think it's due to certain mentalities of the government servants running the camps. Everything is so tidak apa, easy going, lack of urgency about things, leceh-la. And when things happen, its “nasib-la”.

Please la, change your way of thinking, mind set, psyche and way of life for the better. Malaysians (not just families of the NS victims) have suffered enough of your bullshit.

To lose a life at a “holiday camp” (as labelled by some) is extremely unfortunate and regretful. Where is the remorse by the powers-there-be? Heads should roll if they don’t resign.

And the head of the National Service happens to head the National Institute of Occupational Safety and Health (NIOSH). What an irony.

The Only One Who Has Mental Disorder Is You

Tagged

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Lol. duno. 41. random number.

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Moon/Mars/Space! :P Someday. Really. 

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

Live a happy life on my. happy on my terms.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
haha. for now, hell Nope.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?

Myself.. who I am now and the way i perceive everything.


7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Invest in properties and shares then we'll see how.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Yes

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

LSX: Friendly, Independent, Forward thinking, not a typical mindset girl, able to take the lead and make the change :)

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

able to communicate.. the one and almost only requisite... 

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?

People that are stuck in their mindset who fail to see the big picture and refuse to change

12. What is your ambition?

what a cliched question.... get thru my studies for now... get a qualification.. bla bla... and ultimately start my own business of any sort. :)

13.Which physical part of you are you most satisfied with?

my Face

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Family n friends/ social circle.. everything else comes naturally


15. Are you a shopaholic or not?

nope 

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

to be a better speaker 

17. What's your weakest point?

lack of humility? hmm 

18. What's the thing that you're most proud of?

myself... :P

19. Rainy day or sunny day?

Sunny

20. What you regret the most in your life?

the things i cant change. haha

Happiness

What is happiness? It is said that true happiness marks the pinnacle of all achievements, something which all humans work towards, and the end of all desires. Each and everything that we do is done in the name of pursuing happiness – yes, in one way or another, we are all driven towards satisfaction by the things we do, both consciously and subconsciously. We are all victims of causality, for it is the chase of happiness that is the cause of all things that is done.


Happiness is subjective. Are we entitled to the sweat on our brow? “No!” says the man in Washington. “It belongs to me.” “No!” says the man in Moscow. “It belongs to everyone.” “No!” says the man in The Vatican. “It belongs to God.” Just like the saying it takes one to know one, only you can define your own happiness in this world.


Is the world’s richest man also the world’s happiest man? Is he happy because he is the richest person in the world? Or is he unhappy because everyday, he is fretting, worrying and losing sleep over the day when he might lose it all?


To the Ah Beng and Ah Lians, happiness only comes in the form of driving a Mercedes-Benz and wearing a Rolex. To the high school student in Singapore, happiness means getting straight A’s in the exams. To the lama in Tibet, true happiness exists only when he is detached from materialism and earthly temptations.





How would you feel if you were this cat? Would you be living a life which you would rather not live, drenched in all the kurap and the disease which has made you blind and motionless? Or would you be happy knowing that you have survived this long where others would have given up?


Moral of the story: Try your best to let everyday be a happy one and think positive even if you are in a state of deepshit-fuckedup-depression. Seriously :).

2007

2007 has already ended, and to me it was a year filled with much lessons and experiences. i will try n do a recap what happened over the year. It began with the news that i was going to the States and with all that building anticipation and doubts and whatnot. nevertheless,

January07
- left malaysia on the 9th to USA. twas the beginning.
- landed in washington dc, saw the white house and everything else for the first time.
- flown to ohio and driven to west virginia, introduced to the family of the Sturms, the people i will be living (lived ) with over the next (past) half year.
- experienced american high school for the first time.

feb07
- took up lifting [aka gym].. haha turned out to be a very good activity [ alto i still never get big :( ]
- also helped cleaned the shits and also fed the 20 odd bulldogs and boxers that my family breeds.
- had a conflict with host family over a diary. taught me alot about keeping thoughts to my own.
- was glad we managed the conflict. things were good even better after that.
-celebrated dereks birthday on 13th
- met 1289838242938492347 people.

march07
- had some mini exchange to marietta at neighbouring state ohio, met more people, mattias[chile] bernd[austria] sumita[thailand] cindi[s. africa] kseniya[russia] well thats the few close ones i still keep in touch with
- first malaysian to be in parkersburg south patriots football team! i dont play, but im still part of the team ok!!!! it's the spirit that counts :D
- finally winter is breaking.
- had some activity out of town again at athens ohio.
- fing hard disk KONG-ED and i lost all my photos from January up to this point, xept for some which i already uploaded to blogger. F.

april07
- spring break!! snow ski-ed for the first time ever at snowshoe mountain, crazy experience
- been watching nascar =.=
- drove a 95 ford mustang GT 5.0 V8 =)
- settled down pretty well, had decent social activity.

may07
- earth science field trip to seneca appalachian mountains
- to indianapolis, watched THE Indiana 500, also did some fishing which is kinda new.
- fired first gun using buckshots during turkey hunting season. never killed anything tho :(
- paintballed like hell with frens at the house backyard.
- new york city, times square, manhattan, finally i have seen it :)
- 1 MONTH LEFT and it will all be gone...

June07
- grad
- school out, more time with family
- been to the worlds second biggest waterfall [niagara], seen canada, water ski-ed for the first time
- rode on 2 of the worlds tallest rollercoasters at cedar point ohio.
- sad to leave the place lots of thoughts going on, making plans to maybe come back in the future
- BELI KASUT nike murah
- the goodbyes

July07
- returned to msia.
- looking back, probably the most life changing and most intense 6 months in my 17 years
- glad i didnt actually gave up the exchange programme for the sake of  "saving-6-months-so-i-can-finish-a-levels-faster-so-i-can-come-out-to-work-earlier".
-enrolled for a-levels in TAR College, a sound decision. a great college/environment overall.

Aug07
-hostel here i come! [some people are just so lucky (or unlucky, however u wanna put it :P) 
to have to stay home]
- birthday and class reunion

sept07
- from now on it's all back to the routine of studying and getting good grades and shit like that
- college is getting better i guess i have a [great] bunch of classmates and joined the  student welfare council.
- organised sports carnival at college was not bad at all!

oct07
- got a job at klcc maxis tower as an operator. the pay is decent and it is only weekends.
- nothing much.

nov07-dec07
- holidays
- langkawi with good ol buddies.
- tried to make money off the internet by reselling items on lowyat.net =D


Yes, 2007 was, no doubt, a good year.

2008

Happy new year everyone!!!!! w00t may the year bring you loads of good luck and may 
your wishes come true and all the best in everything you do in the year of 2008 and have a good fortune and healthy and whatever the hell there is to say!
new year's day is a cliched cliche, whats the big deal anyway, its just another day >-)

It's 5am now and I'm like w00t wide fing awake.. all these sleepless nights are starting to bother me alot. Come to think of it, I havent seen the morning side of a day for the entire holidays now [maybe except for a few exceptional days]. All thanks to the late night outings I guess, screwing my sleeping routine upside down.

Speaking of late night outings, I have been [clubbing] three times in the past week. I'm already seeing [not so] imaginary holes in my pants! Oh, and speaking of clubbing, new year's eve at mardi
was a helluva experience la, raids+theft of bottles+fights+iduno wat all added up. wat a memorable night man.

Anyway, i am now officially trying to upkeep my blog, and from now on i will try my best to update this webbie! yes what a good habit to have. yes its on the resolutions list.

college's starting in 2 days' time, well its a good [and] bad thing. I love holidays, but like everything else too much of something can spell bad. yeah 2 months is too long imho. thank god i have a job to keep me occupied too.

not planning on sleeping tonight! gotta go take some coffee and tire myself so i can go to bed early tomorrow night. thats the only way i can fix my fked up sleeping routine!

Random Photos From My Camera

The Hostel


Alone & Empty


The Food Chain


Buddy the dog